sekarang rasa macam malas gilaaa nak update blog . kenapa , sebab kepenatan yang melampau , masa yang terlalu padat dan pelbagai lagi aral yg mendatang . being an upper form student is not easy , way not easy . i wonder how some people can still have fun while homeworks are too much to handle . do gimme some tips . nak exam lagi la dgn course works nak kena hanta . serve me right sebab suka buat kerja last minutes tapi mmg keadaan tak mengizin kan so macam mana ? terpaksa lah kan . for this sem i dont really hope to get 3.5 but i want to tapi biarlah takdir yang menentukan . pasrah kan ? life in tgb sucks . is there any suitable word that can describe how pushy tgb is . with everyone trying to be on top and i am like 'chill la doh . spm bukan tgk pointer pun ' but i guess thats quite important once you are in tgb . skrng cuti pun pening bila teringat ada je homework yg tunggu masa untuk disentuh atau dijamah sedikit demi sedikit . really i am working on them and perhasrat utk siapkan by this week jugak . tapi hari ni what i did was only sleeping , main game sikit and tgk tv sikit . gilaaaa bila nak siap mcm tu. heshhhhh , doakan lah aku .
sometimes tgb seronok tapi tak seseronok serting . sometimes tgb teruk tapi not as bad as serting . there are bad and good thing you know cuma it takes really long time for you to realise that . buat masa ni , what i can see cuma tgb tu teruk compare to serting . mungkin mata hati aku tak terbukak lagi utk sedar kebaikan yg ada kt tgb . one day , Insyaallah .
one thing for sure , i miss serting . i miss M , i miss my girlfriends and semua la satu batch senang cerita . aku masih tak boleh nak terima org baru dekat tgb , maybe aku rapat tapi i build my own wall so that they cant be soooooo damn special like those in serting . aku yang halang diri aku dari jadi terlalu rapat dengan dorang sebab aku taknak replacements for my dearest sertings . you guys are so special eventhough kita selalu gaduh . misunderstandings between the boys and girls but those are the memories that i dont want to forget . teenage years should be filled with joys , happiness and memories that we should always bury in ourselves
sebab tu aku taknak lupa setiap seorang dari 291 Generation . korang selamanya dihati . and for tgb , i will try to be more pleasant to you . but dont be so sure
my sun , my moon , my stars , my friends :)
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